but……….

eventho im upset abt wht happen all week.im still happy tht my dad bought me a new phone,its motorola L6,eventho its second hand im still happy coz it satisfy me.we’re going 2 sungai congkak 4 hols this weekend,the best part is my dads fren is comin with us with his family(uncle shahrul)he rocks.he gave me my sis n my mama a black pearl n a white stone frem deep down the sea.its a locket.he got a lot of money,he bought this handycam just 4 this hols,n he gave my dad RM200 2 buy some food 4 the bbq.haha.hes cool

p/s:u cant solve probs using ur tears,n in this life shit happens,so if u cry 2 much think properly r ur tears r goin 2 bring things bk like normal?obviously its a NO.so just chill n look 4 solutionsLOL.

till then………

my iPOD!

 tuesday mac,12

my lil sis freakin smash my fuckin ipod!!!aaarrrrgggghhh i love tht ipod,now i hv 2 fix it with my own money.no 1 is goin 2 touch tht freakin ipod,not till its fixed.i ws so pissed coz i didnt do anything 2 her,she fight with my bro bcoz of tht drink,throw things on the floor,if u nk baling so go baling some other stuff la not my RM900 iPOD u idiot!otak letak kat lutut ke x pakai otak langsung!!otak 2 dh x berfungsi lg dh dlm kegilaan neslo kau 2.

i didnt know the ipod ws broken till today.im not the 1 who use the ipod lately coz im not i the mood 2 use it.until today i saw the ipos near the cpu n if doesnlt look hw i t used 2,by then i discovered tht tht thing is broken.tht ipod tahan lasak tau,tht mean she smashed it real hard,im so gonna smash her head real hard.but to think tht today is her bday n since my ws dad 2 bz 2 buy her a cake i really dont want 2 ruin her day.im not gonna marah her….not yet…..im gonna wait till its not her bday,which is anytime soon

i ws so pissd tht my body is shking….so i told fahim abt my ipod n the fight.i cant help it,ive got 2 let it go.the along gave her somethin he sed tht its from anjang obviously its a present,it ws a purple samsung mp3(T10)it really gets on my nerve tht she get tht thing,it ws better than my ipod.n she asked me 2 2 help her with it.somehow fahim told her tht she baling my ipod but he didnt tell her tht,tht thing is alrd broken.then boleh lg die ask me bile pulak iza baling ur ipod?aaarrrggghhhh….hw cud she not remember she did tht

(p/s:i still hv feelings u know so top hurting me!!)

NO!!!(ouch!!)

sunday,mac 9

well.my face got better eventho its still looks red,i dont care.iza invited me to a sleepover.its just a freakin sleepover,its not like im going 2 hv sex or somethin,i asked my dad if i can go to the sleepover,n he sed yes(a few days b4 the sleepover),then the night that i asked him 2 take me to the sleepover he sed tht he did not agree with t.he sed ask mama n if she say yes ill take u there.well,i can tell tht my mom wud say no.

so,i called her,n i ws right,she gave me a quick brush up n sed bye2.she sed u cannot go cozu hv bro’s.lil sis,n a hse 2 take care of.at that moment i ws thinkin firstly,its hols,gimme a break!,secondly,my bros n lil sis r all grown up,they can take hell of a good care of themselves n finally if so tell me softly la cant u?.i hv feelins 2 u know.

the same night,i asked my dad if the next day i can go out to the movies WITH my bro,its safe 2 b with him n tht place is like 3km from home,its not tht far.the convo ws something like:

me:can i go to the movies tmr?ill go with fahim or something.we’ll take the bus.

dad:(lookin mad)when did i say u can go?

me:tht’s y im askin if i can go?(grrr)

dad:NO!!

hw wud u feel if ur request ws rejected by the the word no said straight face.OUCH!!.thh really hurts.i ws askin him properly.i wasnt trynna provoke him.i hv feelings 2 u know

HELP!!!

friday,mac 7

i feel like crying when the allergy reacts on my face.i asked my dad to take to the doc tht can cure my allergy,i jus want my face 2 b back like normal so tht i can go to school.i ws hoping tht he take me there before hols coz,of course ppl like me wants 2 go out.i thought he wud understand,but he didnt,he,himself planned 2 2 take us(my family)on hols.he sed tht im glad tht ur face is okay now(a few days ago)but now its happens again.then baru he mention abt takin me 2 c the doc,seriously bile u want 2 take me there?.he ever think as a gal,hw wud i feel,goin out with a red face n every1 took second glance at ur face n stare at it,like ure somekind of a criminal.omg dad cud u plzz take me there ASAP coz i need 2 do to school n go out.

u wont even know im gone

this is my 2nd blog,wht can i say i h8 the last blog i used,so fucked up.last nite zj called n ask me if im coming tmr coz hes plannign on something tht is ‘mysterious’=.=………hmm……………mysterious la sgt,but i cant come 2 school due 2 my skin condition.my teacher asked me 2 send my assignment tmr but i cant.wth.i know,i know spm,study hard,jgn malas,but i got hell of a lot more 2 do.i got my own life 4 god sake.talking abt my life,l8ly i decided tht i dont need boys tht much coz they will only b another problem,i need to take a break from relationshps.i really do.zj ws planning 2 buy me a guitar but i told him not 2 coz i feel guilty i mean it is an acoustic guitar but WITH accesories it costs like 500,so i told him tht i can buy my very own guitar so dont bother buying me 1.on monday i went out with my dad n bought this nail polish,tht is the first time i bought a PINK nail polish!but i like the color tho.

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